Let it go. Let him go. Be at peace with it. Because there's nothing you can do about it.
You have so many other things going on for you. You don't need him. He is nothing. Just tell yourself that over and over and you'll make it through. He is nothing and you don't need him.
Not being able to say goodbye to him is a good thing.
Just let it be.
Because that's how life is.
You'll make it through, Aira. You'll make it through on your own. Just don't forget to put on your face when you get out, okay?
You'll be fine. It will be over. It will be.